I am so ready to be done with this pregnancy! OMG! I am too old for this. I have had way more pain with this pregnancy and now I am in the stage of being extremely uncomfortable, not to mention anxious. I am having a c-section, this will be number 3. Knowing what all I have to look forward to, I am a little bit scared/worried. Not of the surgery really, thought there are concerns, but of the epidural. Ugh! The last epidural was very painful. He kept hitting bone and trying to push through. I had to tell him to stop, then he got mad. I insulted him, so he wasn't gentle after that either. I am also worried it won't take completely or at all. I so don't want to feel any of that. I even have a worry about them cutting her head while cutting me open, don't know why.
Right now, my hips are hurting so bad. I can't get comfortable in any sleeping position, so I haven't been sleeping well. The pressure you know where is so bad! She has dropped and I can feel it. She seems to be trying to get out through my sides at times. And other times, I swear she has grabbed hold of something in there, (that is attached to ME), and is swinging from it. Pain-FUL!
I want to meet this little girl too. I can't wait to hold her and see her tiny little face. I want to see her smile and hear her coo. It's going to be amazing!
I hope the girls take to her well. I am worried about the jealousy that will more than likely come soon after she is brought home. I just hope the adjusting period isn't too long.
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